1 day till MT O levels
Actually in 24 hours time I would be done with the paper :-)
I don't expect myself to do extremely well but I'm hoping that I get a B even though it may seem impossible for my Chinese standard. I trust God and I know he will help me overcome this obstacle :-)
I've been really happy these days, why? Not sure. But I believe because I've let go of a huge burden & I know it's for the best

Well I don't think anyone reads my blog anymore, but if you're reading this post and you are taking your MT O level paper tmr as well, ALL THE BEST!! <3 and god bless you with the ability to do every question and compo with ease and with great confidence :-)

Bye! xx

I think I've just let go of someone whom I've know for years. I don't know if it's for the best or worst, but I couldn't handle it anymore. This person was holding on to the people from the past at the fingertips — just to ensure never being lonely. And it's so selfish that it allows so many parties to get hurt and nope not going to allow that anymore because I'm a coward and too afraid to get hurt repeatedly, because I've already been through that numerous times.

Secondly, so many things suck. Everyone is changing and I sound like a bitch saying this but I can't help it. Everyone has their bestfriends or boy/girlfriends to entertain now and I'm practically the only one who has none of the above.
I am not desperate for any of those, just to clarify.
It sucks really, they text their respective people and even within my own social circle they keep talking even when they are not in school and I'm like — no one texts me cause I'm annoying and just not good enough anyways
I'm a selfish person I admit and I am extremely sensitive
But what can I do about this situation? Nothing, absolutely helpless

Thirdly, I hate biasness.
Shall not elaborate on this.

I'm using my blog as a rant space now.. I'm sorry but nobody reads this space and I just need to express it somewhere

i am so pissed

i can't describe how angry i am

i am not going to name anybody, but he has created so much hate in me towards him

yes hate, i hate hating, but i really strongly hate him

do not ask me for who he is, but some of you might know

oh god where do i start with my frustrations?

ok firstly, he is a self-centered bitch

HE IS NEVER IN THE WRONG

wow BIG SHOCKER there

so when someone says he did something wrong, he would blame everyone else in the world BUT him

YAY HE'S AS HOLY AS JESUS *round of applause*

ok secondly, he is so DEFENSIVE and makes horrible excuses for EVERYTHING

when we ask a question, he would ASAP rebut with an excuse, even if it were a question and not an accusation

YAY *another round of applause*

oh he makes the smartest excuses on earth like the BEST seriously

(please note my sarcasm)

oh god i can't stand him

i swear i was on the urge of slapping him and shouting my lungs out at him

but what good would it be? no idea

so i decided to indulge in romeo & juliet's excellent happy story

yup ok bye

Cell CNY

LOL

my fav girl <3

had a great time yesterday with my cell :-)

well, it's chinese new year's eve!!!!!

YAY

ANG PAO TIME

HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

R U EXCITED????

i am!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahhhahahahaha

so, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to you guys who bothers reading this dead space of mine :-D

love you guys xx

Volleyball team <3

I MET BELLE!!!!

Val is dying of laughter HAHHA

YOU ARE SO ADORABLE HAHAHAHA <3

CCA FAIR 2012

the last offcial PL cca fair i'll have in my whole life :-(

this year's one wasn't that fun actually.......

that's a little sad :-(

but, o well!!

at least i spent it with my fav girls!!

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7 Jan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!

he'll never see this, but who cares HAHA

he's like finally 13 and finally in secondary school.

i still dislike very much

hehe

anyway i went to church today and Rachel came too!!!!! :-D

omg i was so happy to see her!!!
but church was really boring today too :-(

i hope she comes again next week hehe <3

School has been really harsh the past week, and it's only the first week.

great...........

but I WILL SURVIVE - with God's grace

yup ok, bye!!!

countUP

HAHAHAHHA SO CUTEEEEEEEE

Happy new year guys!!!

i had a great count(up) with my church girls, because they are just so adorable :-)

it's the 1st of january 2012!!

omg........

for me this year it's going to be like....... stressful

why?

DEN DEN DEN DENNNNNNNNNN

this BIG O's

o levels o levels o levels o levels o levels

that's all that is in my head now :-(

hmmmmm

well i shall do new year's resolution :-)

wanted to do it in a separate post but i am tooooooo lazy

Ok, here it goes

New year's resolution 2012

1. Get a single pointer for O levels

2. Be a better christian

3. Get into volleyball nationals

4. Love

5. Exercise more even with tight schedules and heavy workload

6. Get my priorities straight no matter what

7. Save money so that i can go over to Canada and visit my dajie ^^

8. Enjoy my last year in PL - volleyball/class/etc

9. Complain less, live positively and optimistically

10. Get over past setbacks of 2011, step out of my comfort zone and explore new things :-)

Well, that's all i have now, and it's not really in order hehe

i can't believe school is starting tmr, i really haven't done any of my homework.

i am so doomed.............

i need a planner

ok byebye my loves :-) <3