the world is unfair

yes it does

hi everyone

i'm feeling sad & i feel like an asshole even though it wasn't my fault.

k this is what happened..

rachel, meryl, janis, gladys and i had remedial till 3.30

volleyball auditions was supposingly at 2.30

so when we ran down to the indoor sports hall,

we were shocked to know that some sec 1s cried during the auditions.

not because they didn't get in,

but because they were insulted in right into their faces.

even though i didn't see it happen i knew how it feels.

cause when i just got into volleyball i was very self-conscious,

and the coach didn't know my name and kept calling me "pang zi"

it means fat girl in chinese.

the first time he called me that, i went home and cried my eyes out.

i just want to express that there are these kind of people in the world.

and dear sec 1s who really want to get in to volleyball,

there will be another audition tmr, this time, the sec 3s will be the judges.

we will not judge you for height, weight, size, or anything else

EXCEPT PASSION

i know how it feels, so stay strong & don't cry over this.

please do not go around saying that volleyball sucks because of your experience.

please respect this cca as how you respect the others, if you had a bad experience, i really am sorry about it. i really wish i can change your first impression about volleyball.

i really do.

so please turn up tmr if you really have the passion.

yes i had a bad day, not only because of what happened during training.

but also during math.

mrs wicket just had to piss me off.

i feel so agitated.

i just feel so bad.

k i shall go do my art.

bye.